2 Tim 1:7

I'm committing this verse to memory. I usually doubt myself whenever I'm faced with some challenge. For some reason, I just doubt myself when I'm with something I'm not sure will work. I think it's just normal but I can't let doubt or fear stop me. For God did not give us a spirit of timidity but of power, of love and of self-discipline.

Called to Lead

2 Tim 1:7. God did not give me a spirit of timidity but of power, love and self-discipline. God called me to lead my family, my business and my team. He calls me to lead everyday, especially myself. Everyday, I realize that to enjoy God's gifts to the fullest, I must accept his call to lead. I can't stand by the side and let the world take me where it wants to go. I am not of this world but I'm God's now. Wherever he wills, I must go. Now he wills that I lead myself, my family, my team and my business to glorify his kingdom. I obey.

Still a Baby...

I am still a baby Christian in terms of faith. Although I got saved 2 years ago, my spiritual growth has been slow. I've accepted the Lord Jesus as my Savior but I haven't fully surrendered my life to him as my Lord. Living a life of surrender is not easy. I hope to get help by doing the following:

• Get into a discipleship group. Our church is a great disciple-making church. I just need to make the commitment to join a discipleship group and allow myself to be led in my walk. I've to pocket my pride and pray for humility so that I can be led in my walk of faith.
• Become more consistent in prayer and devotion. I do need materials to guide me in my devotion. By using materials I got from church, I hope to become more consistent in Bible-reading and prayer.

Two small things to get started. Two small steps to resume my walk of faith.